" This is a subtle truth: Whatever you love, you are. "
It’s 10 pm. I’ve been stuffing myself with mango and watermelon. I’m still feeling the residue of the pho I had earlier.
I go back to work tomorrow. I work 11-11, a shift I haven’t worked since last year. It’s alright I guess. I need to run 4 miles tomorrow before work. I started this Nike Half Marathon Training guide. I’m hoping I won’t get injured now until september.
I miss being at the beach. More so, I miss being with Amando, Crystal, Mandy, Norman and even his boytoy Chris. I haven’t had a vacation like that in awhile, at least here in the US. We’d wake up, go for a run, eat, drink wine, chill. And repeat. I appreciate that everybody there was a health buff, except for Mandy. I had a very good time. I wish I live closer to them.
I don’t know. There are things I have been thinking about, but I’m trying not to entertain them. This isn’t the perfect world. If it was, things would be different. Things wouldn’t be so complicated, and love would just be as it should be.
Right now, I’m living each day as it comes. I do have many doubts. And I think of them often. Running helps me. Funny how things are turning out to be. A year ago, you would never see me run. But now I am breaking 10 minute miles.
I just hope God looks after me. I hope He does.
